I feel that if today was the day of salivation I am not ready. I have questioned a lot of my beliefs, and I know I haven’t been able to be able to face my lord and feel that I am what he intended for me to be. With that being said “Do I think that I am working my purpose that God put me here for” Yes, I have repented my sins, and I have restored my faith and allowed myself to follow my lord. I trust in his way of prayer and giving him all of me to keep me safe. I don’t believe I am ready for salvation till I am able to stand before him and not feel like a shame or I am not good enough to kneel before him.